Work, thoughts & happiness

I am finally getting trained up properly with 2 different care agencies, and in the next few weeks I should be working properly. After 2 months of not working, it's quite bewildering and rather pleasant to actually be doing something again.

Steven & I went to a Regatta in Durgan, a little town up the River Fal, not far from Falmouth, on Sunday. A regatta is a boat race, in this case rowing boats. We also tried to catch crabs, but to no avail. Perhaps that just didn't like our tuna sandwiches, we will get some real bait next time.

A while ago I was criticized for sharing my thoughts on my blog, because what would people think of me?? So I've backed off for a while, and perhaps I do need to keep a diary instead of blurting out my hopes, dreams and fantasies for the whole wide world to see. So instead of telling you exactly how I'm feeling, I'm just going to say this....

It seems that Bryony, my fairy sister, has returned to the grips of the Exclusive Brethren. I guess the guilt trips and the fear can be pretty intense for a while, especially when you're young. And being away from your mom and siblings can be so hard. Anyway, Fuzzy, since I can't get hold of you, I hope you take a sneaky peek at my blog sometime and know that I miss you and I love you...and if there is anything I can do to help, you know where I am! I will always respect the decisions you make, because we all have our own reasons for doing things, just know that i'm here! xoxoxo

It's a strange situation, this going back to the peebs thing. 2 of my other 'friends', who are trying to go back to the brethren, speak of how they're going to 'lead church meetings' in one breath, and how many woman they've had(or are having) in another. Hmm????? And while I try to be patient and understand, it makes absolutely zero sense to me. It's a shame that 'life in the world' to them has hardly been life, but rather a big mess of confusion and I wish they could've explored more. Anyway, each to their own. The brethren will sort them out financially, job wise and they'll get to see their families regularly. I can see how that can be tempting for some!

Anyhooooo....Jo is coming to visit for the weekend and I can't wait to see her!! I have to run! Love ya'all!